UnderstandinG

Got 20 days left ...my moment of truth is coming ...This time i don't want to on the back seat...Im talking about my exams...This is my last chance to prove myself...i want to celebrate myself not watch others celebrate....All this may seems enthusiastic & inspired but truth is i haven't started studying for my exams nor im in a mind set to study...

A lot is going on in my mind....starting from my hardwork done in project gone in vain...how will i die??......what happend to my friend...does exam results change a person???...will i clear my subjects in one go ??....when will i play counter strike ...damn the strike of motormens...total choas coz of no running trains....

Bala said u have to control u mind DON'T LET IT MESS YOU !!!...but moment i sit to study these things start spinning their their story in my mind..and i get dragged in the story....

E1 worst part is that  there will no net from 2day..my net package will b over...and dad will the most happisest person and theres no question of  renewing my package in this month....im depressed...what will do to relax..i hate t.v shows....specially india t.v news and bindass ( argghhhh) how  will i be in contact wit others....MOST IMPORTANTLY  HOW WILL I BLOG :(

Dunno what i will do...but 1 thing is for sure i cant complain and whine....dont know how or when but i will stand up !!!
This time im desperate to stand up  bcoz...i want to raise my voice... I want to tell my friends that DONT TAKE ARUN SO LIGHTLY I TOO CAN COME ON TOP...but  currently being in bottom of rank chain no 1 will take it seriously ..so i have no option to  go straight up to ..TOP THE RANK CHAIN !!!
ALL I KNOW IS I WILL GIVE MY BEST !!! NO MATTER WHAT  !!!

OKAY FRIENDS ....THANKS FOR BEING WIT ME AL THIS TIMES....WILL B BACK IN A MONTH OR SO...TAKE CARE.

Untill next time....take care...be safe ....live and let live !!!
byezzZzz  from
AruN